Tag: Cancer

Past Due for an Update

This one may take a while.

For those of you who follow me solely on WordPress, I’m still here and I’m relatively healthy. Chemotherapy is now four months behind me. From the looks of it, I’m thriving. I had a CAT scan, a visit with my Oncologist’s Physician’s Assistant, and a session with the nurse in the infusion room to clear my port. The only lingering effect has been the neuropathy in my fingers and my feet. My Primary Care Physician put me on a drug that was supposed to help… two months (and $120) into the recommended therapy and I don’t feel as if there has been any difference. The PA at the Oncologist’s office told me that healing takes time. (Lord give me patience… RIGHT NOW!!!)

Part of my tardiness on this platform was due to my Mother-In-Law’s illness and eventual passing back in May. She had been having a tough time with her health, exacerbated by the death of my Father-In-Law just before Christmas last year. My wife, with my blessing, drove down to see her mother in San Antonio on average once per month. I pointed out to her that while the distance was daunting, she would appreciate having time to spend with her mother before her eventual demise. Not to pat myself on the back too hard, but I was right in my assessment. My wife returned to the house from her last trip to see her mother less than 48 hours before her mother died. My wife was grateful that she went on my insistence.

With death comes responsibility. We have spent more than a little time attending to details involving my M-I-L’s estate and planning a get-together for a memorial service in San Antonio. We were able to gather for the memorial service with little or no problem. I arranged for hotels and a couple of meals for an assortment of family from as far away as Southern Illinois. It was good to see the grands and to marvel at how much they had grown in the past two years or so since we last saw them. The service was on Saturday and some of us deliberately took time on Sunday to go down to the Riverwalk in Downtown San Antonio. It had been a while since I last went there, and it will likely be a while before I head back down there.

Now I could say something to the point that life returned to normal after we returned to our home base in our little corner of the DFW Metromess… but that would be less than truthful.

During the last of my Chemotherapy sessions, I started taking a look at our family’s fiscal position in anticipation of my wife’s retirement. Not long before losing her mother, my wife’s hours as a nurse for a patient in the next town over were cut to accommodate a situation with her patient’s care. Her patient was allocated so many hours of care per week. She had been working overtime – a situation not appreciated by the agency she worked for. After doing some calculations it was decided that she would continue with fewer hours with her income supplemented by Social Security. In the short term, we would be a bit better off. In the long term, we came to the realization that since her patient turned 18 in the first part of November, her job would go away. Since she turned 67 in March, she decided that enough was enough and that she would just go ahead and retire at that time.

So the question came up – “What comes next?”

Three years ago, my stepdaughter and her husband moved to Southern Illinois. Her brother, my stepson, joined her about a year later. The attraction was a lower cost of living (as compared to the DFW Metromess). Both of the stepchildren were able to purchase homes of their own for considerably less than what they would have to pay here in the Metromess. I did some prowling on the internet and found more than an ample supply of housing we could purchase, again at a reasonable price, leaving us with a considerable nest egg after selling the house we are living in now. I started prowling on the internet well before the demise of my Mother-In-Law, keeping it mostly to myself until a few weeks after the memorial service. My wife warmed up to the idea after I took a solo trip to the area to get a feel for it… well, that and the presence of a grandchild (soon-to-be grandchildren).

I’m still running the numbers, but it looks as if a move could be likely in a few months. Allow me to expand on the idea at a later date.

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Continuing the Journey – 8 Weeks Later

Eight Weeks

May 9, 2020

Taking Care of Business

Eight weeks ago today, I had the needle going into the port feeding me chemotherapy drugs removed for the last time. Today, I am in a bit of a daze, coming off anesthesia administered while I was undergoing a Colonoscopy. The good news – nothing was found in my colon. The bad news – I still have 44 weeks of being monitored by the Oncologist before she will declare me free of the dreaded cancer. In the meantime, I am taking care of business.

It was a Colonoscopy done three years ago that made me a cancer patient to begin with. It was a small mass in my rectum noted by the Gastroenterologist when I had my first Colonoscopy. For a few months, there was quite a bit of hand-wringing going on as to how much damage was done and where, and what to do about it.

I was referred to a surgeon who did a resection with the help of a robot nicknamed “Karen”. After consultation with the Oncologist, it was thought that I was out of the woods, but the Oncologist insisted on watching me for the next five years just to make sure that there was no problem.

I was scheduled for a follow-up Colonoscopy a year after the first one. Nothing was found and I was told to come back in two years.

A little past the one-year mark, or a little less than a year ago, the Rectal Cancer had popped up on my liver. Surgery, Chemotherapy (as a preventative measure) and more hand-wringing later, I found myself sitting with my laptop recalling all that had happened in the three years since my first Colonoscopy.

Quite the journey, but it’s not the last of it.

As I mentioned, I have 44 weeks, four visits with my Oncologist, at least one extra visit to have the port removed, four CAT scans, two visits with my primary care physician, and a partridge in a pear tree. There are a couple of financial details needing my attention (due to an office failing to pay attention to changes in my insurance) and other visits concerning my eyesight.

For the most part, though, I am healthy and wise. Never really wealthy, but two out of three ain’t bad.

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Continuing the Journey – Four weeks later

Continuing the Journey – Four weeks later

Four Weeks

April 12, 2024

I’ve had normal days for four weeks, now. Just a couple of minor complaints at this point in my recovery. Still some tingling in my feet and fingers – not bad enough to complain about. Yet. I still get tired somewhat easily, but not as easily as I did a couple of weeks ago. There is the occasional slight feeling of vertigo – the feeling is fleeting. Most of my other bodily functions seem to be working well. One small victory noted this evening – my sense of taste is back. It’s nice to sit down to a meal and be able to taste it. What I need to do, though, is to watch what I eat so I don’t gain back the 30+ pounds that I lost in the past six months.

The visit with the Physician’s Assistant (almost typed Apprentice) went well. I was spared an exam of the problem mentioned in my previous update. Not that I was against the exam. I’ve been probed by female doctors in my nether area enough to not let it bother me. The only inhibition came about from the fellow suspended by a rope and washing the third floor window while I was talking with the PA. We had a nice conversation about my condition and she was able to provide advice as how to alleviate the problem until the colonoscopy next month. It was intimated that there was something that could be done during the colonoscopy. I may ask later, or when I’m about to be put under.

Her hint that there might be a stitch or two involved reminded me of the story told by the boy’s health class I had in my sophomore year in high school. The teacher was a colorful character who peppered his language in relatively crude terms. Seeing as how he was teaching tenth-grade boys, he did well by using the language he did as most of our minds were in the gutter at that point in our lives. Anyhoo, the instructor told the story of going to the local VA Hospital to have his hemorrhoids surgically removed. It went well until he got home, telling us that he felt as if “A wildcat was loose in my ass!”

Naturally, his description was well-received.

Later that year, I was walking with a female upperclassman to the student parking lot where her boyfriend (and still a friend to this day) was waiting to give me a ride somewhere. As we passed the classroom where another group of tenth-grade boys were being instructed in matters of health, my escort shook her head at the open door and declared that she wondered why the man would keep the door to his classroom open, considering his language.

My visit with the PA ended with a scrip, instructions, and confirmation of my date with the person doing the colonoscopy.

More immediately, I am less than three weeks from seeing my Doctor for the first time since becoming the human chemistry set. I do look forward to seeing my Doctor. He is usually in good humor. Aside from the story I’ve passed on about one of my teachers, there’s little else to tell. I’ll probably catch up after the colonoscopy coming in May.

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My Cancer Journey – Intermission

My Cancer Journey – Intermission

In real time, my journey through Chemotherapy has been over for a week. The plug was pulled on my port on March 15th and I got to ring the bell, much to the delight of the nurses and fellow patients at the infusion center.

But the journey is not really over.

According to my Oncologist, I will be checked quarterly for the next year to make sure that the treatment has been 100% effective. My Oncologist did not say how often I would be seeing her after the year is up, although I imagine that I will likely be seeing her (or one of her minions) regularly for some time after that.

In the short term, though, I will be gathering my notes and putting them together to create a book. This will happen at about the same time as I polish up three stories I have neglected in the past six months.

There were a couple of things popping up today – one of them being the news that Kate Middleton, Mrs. Duke of Wales, had cancer when she underwent abdominal surgery earlier this year. It was reported that she would be undergoing preventative Chemotherapy just as I had just finished. After posting a comment on a friend’s posting of Kate’s impending journey, I was answered by a woman whose husband successfully underwent Chemo but later took his own life because of the aftereffects.

A sad story, but not totally unexpected. Chemotherapy is rough on a person. Yes, there will be some lingering aftereffects. I’ve had a few myself. I believe, though, that the worst of the aftereffects will be gone in another 6-8 weeks – in time to go with the better half to our special retreat in what I refer to as “Near west Texas” to snag some serious time in a hot tub.

I hope that Princess Kate will do the Chemo thing and do it with flying colors.

Anyhoo, during the meanwhilst, it’s intermission time here in my little corner of the DFW Metromess. More dispatches about my experiences will resume in a couple of weeks.

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My Cancer Journey XIII

My Cancer Journey XIII

In real time, I have had a busy couple of weeks – which I will delve into later. In the meantime, here is more of my journey…

November and December

Sessions four, five and six were accomplished in what could be described as the “Bleak Midwinter.” True, it was still technically Autumn, but still…

After a short absence, “Willie”, the quiet veteran in his wheelchair from the first infusion, started to become a usual acquaintance. What happened to the other veteran, we have no idea. Maybe he thought that quitting treatment like he said his other group did, was a viable choice.

I could see where someone could think so. Just give up and let the bastard win.

A Facebook friend in Ohio was having similar thoughts after having a stage four lung cancer diagnosis of his own. That friend had been through the wringer for several months prior to his diagnosis beforehand. Still, he decided to see if treatment would do him any good – buy him more time before the grim reaper came by to collect him.

Another friend, one from high school, consented to experimental treatment for his lung cancer several years ago. The treatment bought him another year. When he went, he went quickly. There were continuing conversations we were having which would never be completed.

Several other of my high school companions had more luck with their treatments. Two of them went to the Mayo Clinic and are in remission, leading me to quip that because we didn’t have a Mayo Clinic, we in Texas had to settle for a Miracle Whip Clinic. (Bad joke, I know, but I am known for bad jokes.)

Another of my compadres from high school went into remission at the Cleveland Clinic. He was spared the early death his father suffered. I recall running into his father less than a month before his demise. He appeared normal for a man in his early sixties. It was a shock to learn of his passing.

For myself, I don’t think I’m finished quite yet. Still want to be shot by a jealous lover at the age of 102.

By the time of my third infusion, I could be certain of a couple of things. For one, I could handle certain functions all by myself. On the eleventh of November, my wife went to San Antonio to visit her ailing mother. I was on day four of that round of infusion and for the most part, I felt that I could manage being on my own. I did rather well, considering. Some friends were having a gathering out in the county… people I wanted to see, so, I went. Solo. Did fairly well – donated to the potluck (a Pizza Hut goodie box), had a great time and came back with enough leftovers to last a week. What luck!

The only problem I was having at this point was constipation lasting one to three days after the infusion. Sparing the details, it was one of the worst side effects I had had so far. Combined with hemorrhoids, I was much less than pleased that my own personal plumbing system was not working correctly. Over the course leading up to the halfway point in my Chemo journey, I eventually learned ways to keep from having to be constipated.

The second infusion in December marked the half-way point in my infusion journey. Quite the accomplishment in many ways. In other ways, the journey was becoming tiresome, having to deal with some of the side effects. In addition, I was dealing with my usual Seasonal Affective Disorder. Snapping out of SAD was the next task I had to steel myself with. That and another event which made Christmas not as happy as it should have been.

Brave

From one of the various observations I’ve made on this journey:

Round 5, Day 5

Sunday (12/10)

Other than feeling a bit out of phase, Sunday was actually fairly good. I woke up earlier than usual (by design) and was able to take care of my normal Sunday morning duties with little fuss. There was the bit of fuss about Carol dragging her feet and making us late to church, but I let it go until after we got home, explaining that part of what keeps me grounded is having routine.

We left it at that.

I found myself with my mind wandering and my body attempting to keep up with what we Episcopalians call “Pew Aerobics” (Sit, Stand, Sit, Kneel, Stand, Sit, etc.). Our Seminarian – on the cusp of being Ordained, delivered the sermon – something having to do with Advent. I didn’t realize that he was the Seminarian until after the service when I asked, “Who’s that hippie?”

Immediately after Communion, I went with Carol to the Crying Room in the back of the church where she made herself available for healing prayer as a member of the Order of St. Luke. We had a chat with a parishioner whose brother had cancer. We had been praying for him and his brother for several weeks. He told us when we met that his brother died the previous Sunday. We prayed for both.

The Rector (Minister as a point of reference to non-Episcopalians) came in while we were commiserating, offering comforting words and then pivoting to my experience, stating that he thought I was brave for going through Chemo.

I never considered myself to be “Brave.” Rather, the opposite. Not that I’m a craven coward. I’ve been scared of plenty of things, not the least of which has been going through Chemotherapy. Thinking it through, though, what our Rector said made plenty of sense. It takes a fair amount of bravery to face a potentially fatal disease head-on while being afraid of what’s needed to face that disease. The pokes, the prods, the surgery, the port, and the medicines are all pretty darn scary. At the same time, something in the back of my mind tells me to keep on keeping on. I will get through this.

Something else keeps me going. It’s the support of family and friends through this stage of my life. I have been astounded at the response to some of my postings. They have helped me make it this far… helping me to be brave in the face of what I am going through. For that support, I am humbled beyond reckoning.

Sunday’s best show of support came from my stepson, Warren. He was down here in the DFW Metromess to attend a wedding over the weekend, and he took the time to stop in to see us Sunday afternoon. Although he never said so directly, he was concerned about my health. Something I especially appreciated from him. Now, I wasn’t being particularly brave in his presence, but I have an inkling that somewhere in the back of his mind he’s proud of my bravery. It’s just his way.

Again, I appreciate the Prayers and the Karma coming my way. I’m going to make it through this. Honest.

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My Cancer Journey XII

My Cancer Journey XII

I spent most of yesterday celebrating a “Normal” day with lots and lots of sunshine. Because of the President’s Day holiday, my mindset and the garbage collectors think this is Tuesday.

Normal Days

Cycle 3, Day 9

Since Day 7 of this cycle, I have been experiencing what I am going to call “Normal Days.” Most of the immediate ill effects of Chemotherapy have worn off. No bandages, no “football” to carry around, no constipation, and nearly normal sleep patterns.

There are some effects I need to realize won’t be going away.

Cold, for instance.

I’m writing this wearing a long-sleeved undershirt, a short-sleeved golf shirt, and topped off with a sweatshirt. And I am cold still cold.

Admittedly it’s partly my fault.

One of the benefits of Normal Days is that I can indulge again in cold orange juice and “Dad Tea.” For the uninitiated, “Dad Tea” is my own variation of that syrupy (in my opinion) concoction known as “Sweet Tea” served here in the south. My variation uses decaffeinated tea, and only a slight hint of sugar. Since starting chemo, “Dad Tea” is more of a luxury than a basic element of living. Of course, served over ice, so I expect to be cold.

I’ve also set the thermostat down to 68 degrees.

Part of my problem with chemo is that I have developed sensitivity to cold, especially in my fingers. If I lunge into the freezer, or for that matter even the refrigerator, my fingertips let me believe that even a quick delve into said appliance puts me in immediate danger of frostbite. And I am wondering if maybe that feeling will continue after I’ve finished with chemo. I had a chat with a friend of mine who had finished chemo a few months ago. He complained that since chemo he has had cold feet – even on the warmest days.

As I’ve continued this journey, I’ve looked forward to Normal Days. Sometimes my normal days are few (only one Normal Day during round 4), other cycles, most of the days between treatment are Normal Days. Sure, there are times I need to bundle up to avoid the cold. Other times, I am thankful that the meds are either better tolerated or there just weren’t as many meds on a cycle.

But today is a “Normal Day.”

I’ve done my normal rounds, walked the dog Filbrix, took the trash cans to the curb, filled and ran the dishwasher, checked my emails, and sparred with my insurance carrier.

It feels darn good to be able to do so.

I could complain, but I won’t.

It’s a “Normal Day.” May as well enjoy it while I have it.

Round 4

The day before Thanksgiving is no time to sit in the clinic to receive a dose of Chemo and the attendant medicines. The day after Thanksgiving I needed to have the needle pulled out of my port – something that I couldn’t have done at the infusion clinic due to the staff having the day off. Taking the needle out was all up to me.

I received the good news that I was approved to pull my own needle on the Monday before the infusion. Yes, I viewed the video on the internet and was briefed on the subject ahead of time. Just to be certain that I had the routine down pat, I was pulled into the infusion center ahead of the medications and was given a thorough set of instructions from the nurse in charge of giving instructions to us. A printed set of instructions was included in the package sent home with me, along with supplies and a pair of plastic bags containing the supplies.

The other reason the day before Thanksgiving is no time to sit in the clinic to receive a dose of Chemo and the attendant medicines is that the chemicals tended to kill my appetite, partially because the chemicals played hell with my taste buds.

Thanksgiving turned into a glum affair – Carol didn’t have to cook other than to heat up a package of Hormel Turkey and Gravy (four minutes in the microwave), slam together some mashed potatoes, and figure out what she was going to serve as a vegetable. The only happy creature in the house was the dog Filbrix. I was only able to choke down a little over half of what I was served. Filbrix did her duty by finishing up what I had on my plate. She’s good at that.

There were walks, there were naps, and there was lots of time cruising the internet and phoning the progeny to tell them Happy Thanksgiving.

The test came on Friday. In some senses, the operation was really simple. Daunting, but simple. Stripping the lines between the port and the pump – Injecting saline to clear the line – and then pulling the needle out with the assistance of the butterfly attachments built into the needle. Carol and I managed, got the pump and the needle placed into a “Sharps” bag, and went on with life over the long weekend.

When we were back to reality on Monday, I got in the car and delivered the plastic bags with the pump and the attendant tubing back to the infusion clinic. By the time I arrived, the place was swimming in Christmas decorations. Some of the work was done the day before Thanksgiving. The rest, later. Not unexpected, since nurses like to have a few days off, too.

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My Cancer Journey XI

My Cancer Journey XI

What I am posting today was written at the beginning of my Chemo treatments. Tomorrow (February 14th) will mark treatment #10 of 12 as well as Valentine’s Day, Ash Wednesday, and my 70th Birthday. As I prepare this particular chapter, the thought hit me; if we knew what the future held when we started on a particular journey, would we still go through with it?

Food for thought.

By the way, there are two chapters this week.

The First Cycle

October 9th through the 13th included appointments with three different doctors (or nurse practitioners), the infusion, two sets of labs and a return visit to return a pump I would get on Wednesday (10/11).

My first Monday visit was with my Oncologist’s nurse practitioner. I saw it as sort of a final “Pep Rally” for what was to come. I still had lots of questions needing to be answered. Carol was with me on this visit so that she might answer questions that I may not have even thought of. Having a nurse as a wife comes in handy from time to time. This time, knowing that I had an opportunity to ask more questions, I prepared ahead, writing questions on note cards, making certain that I had the right questions I needed to ask.

That session went extremely well. I appreciate the fact that my questions were answered in a straightforward manner.

The second medical encounter was with Texas Vision and Lazer Center. I had been with them for several years due to a referral from my optician. There was concern that because my Maternal Grandmother had Glaucoma in the last part of her life, I might be subject to the same disease. On an earlier visit, TVLC determined that I was developing Cataracts, so, we’ve been keeping tabs on the Cataracts.

There was a gap between my visit to Texas Oncology and TVLC which we used to do a little restocking with Costco and to grab a sandwich. Costco was easy. Grabbing the sandwich was a little trickier. We only had so much time between Costco and my appointment with TVLC. The sandwich shop we decided on was a bit slower than it could have been, causing me to have to boot having to eat the sandwich until later.

My sandwich (a Wagyu Beef Sub) was well worth the wait and was good for two meals.

TVLC was only doing some preliminary testing which lasted no more than fifteen minutes. Another visit was scheduled for the following Monday.

My visit with My PCP allowed me enough time to go home, pet Filbrix, eat half of my sandwich, and a leisurely drive over the river and through the woods to the good doctor’s office.

“You won’t believe what’s happened since the last time I saw you.”

It had been three months since I had seen my PCP, and a week and a half until a scheduled “Wellness Visit” as part of Medicare. He was unaware of my failed Trifecta in July, my diagnosis, the operation, and the port. We concentrated on my right leg and what needed to be done so I could walk normally. (The crutches and the wheelchair had been retired by the time of this visit.)

After the business with the leg, he and I talked about my upcoming Chemotherapy session. He assured me that I had the right Oncologist for the job (he once had an office near my Oncologist) and that he stated (tongue firmly in cheek) the best thing about her is that she was one of very few people shorter than he is. 

I reminded him of our upcoming Well Visit and the labs he ordered on the 12th. After pondering a moment, he and I agreed that blood work done on the 12th would be rather useless since I would be pumping chemicals into my veins. That would throw the whole purpose of getting blood work in the first place.

All the ducks were in a row for Wednesday and Friday. Except one.

There was a deductible involved.

I got the call on Tuesday afternoon and was given a figure that would have caused trouble had I not been prudent with the household finances over the previous several months. Being operated on and then having to go through Chemotherapy ain’t cheap.

Wednesday morning. I had been bracing for Wednesday morning for the better part of a month – not knowing what to expect, despite having been briefed on what would come to be when I got there.

I took two bags with me containing what I thought I might need for my first infusion session. As a precaution, I arranged for rides to and from the center. Before my ride arrived, I showered, shaved, and before getting dressed, applied a Lidocaine ointment on top of the skin on top of the port. Lidocaine is a topical anesthetic used to keep the insertion of a needle into the port from causing me discomfort. To keep the Lidocaine in place, I had a clear bandage covering the port site provided from a stock Carol had in reserve.

The ducks were in a row.

My ride to the infusion center came almost precisely at the time he needed to be there, getting me to the infusion center with no problems. My driver had a few stories about his encounters with cancer, including an ongoing struggle with prostate cancer, and pointing out where a niece of his would be opening a restaurant after the first of the year in a block of buildings under construction.

I walked into the infusion center filled with apprehension of what would happen to me that morning and in the next couple of days.

Fortunately there were lots of friendly faces to greet me every step of the way with the process.

 

The Process

To be clear, the infusion center is integral with the Oncologist’s office which is integral with Baylor Scott White – McKinney.

When I arrived at the infusion center, I was already familiar with at least some of the office layout and was prepared to an extent as to what would happen.

After getting checked in and making the four-figure deductible payment, it was hurry up and wait for blood work, followed by hurry up and wait to go into the infusion center proper.

What I found out later in the process was the blood work needed to be analyzed to prepare the proper doses of the medicines I needed. While I was sitting in a waiting room for my turn to come, my Oncologist and a Pharmacist were determining what medicines I needed, in what dose.

After attempting to read for a while, I finally decided that if I were to start going through my Facebook feed, I would be called in and at least that part of the wait would be over. It worked. After only five minutes with my phone, I was called back to the infusion room.

It started with the usual – blood pressure, heart rate, oxygenation, weight. Preliminaries done; I was shown to a chair in a section of the room where no one else had yet settled. I was given a short orientation of what would be happening to me over the next few hours. I was also given a binder telling me about my treatment, the medicines I would be getting (and the possible side effects of taking those medicines), and resources I could refer to if I had questions not covered by the binder.

The preliminary medicines arrived, and it was time to connect to the port.

Prior to heading to my infusion center, I was instructed to put on a quantity of numbing cream over the port, over which I put a clear bandage. My job at the center was to expose the port while the nurse removed the bandage. After a quick clean of the area, a needle was inserted into the port.

OUCH!

First lesson learned. Use more of the numbing cream before heading to the infusion session. The poke wasn’t that bad. It was bearable and the pain was extremely short lived.

I finally settled in with my feet up and ready to roll. I read a little bit (starting to re-read Tolkein’s Lord of the Rings series of books) before I found another inmate, rather a pair of inmates settling on the opposite side of the section where I was sitting.

Through conversation, I learned that both were veterans – one Vietnam era, the other during Desert Storm. Both had experience overseas. The Vietnam Vet told stories of clandestine activities he had been aware of while he was there. I heard some of those stories before, passed along by a long-time friend who was part of the Vietnam experience. The Desert Storm Vet was quiet about his experiences. He spent most of his time in Germany, as did another long-time friend of mine who had a similar experience.

Both men were seasoned veterans of another sort; both had had several Chemotherapy treatments before this round; both were treated for lung cancer. The Vietnam Vet told of his first time around with Chemo when he was in a group of several other men. According to him, the other men in his group gave up after four or five treatments… those who quit died within three months of quitting treatment. Not something I wanted to hear while I was being infused for the first time. I still had aftereffects to deal with.

The most immediate aftereffect I had to deal with was using the bathroom. I tended to forget that I was being pumped full of liquids and that at some point, I needed to empty my bladder. The problem I had was that I was hooked to a machine that was plugged into the wall behind me. I finally worked up the courage to ask the nurse to unhook the apparatus from the wall so I could pilot the stand and myself to one of the two restrooms.

I waited too long.

No, I made it to the toilet with no leakage, but my prostrate was irritated by some of the drugs I had been given to the point that I had very little flow trickling down from a very full (and no doubt a very irritated) bladder.

Lesson learned; don’t wait too long to use the bathroom while being infused… and drink something else to make things easier on the prostate and the bladder

My Cancer Journey X

My Cancer Journey X

Again, a fortnight since my last entry. Some of it has to do with the cumulative effects the cavalcade of drugs has had on me. At this writing (February 6th), I am through three-quarters of my treatments with the last three treatments already scheduled. So, it is time to go over the drugs I will be taking in the next exciting episode…

A Walking Chemistry Set

Prior to my scheduled visits on October 9th, I had a look see at what my Oncologist will have injected into my body. The mix was developed specifically to target cells found in my rectum – the same cells found on my liver. After reading about the drugs, I spilled out the formula to those on my Facebook feed:

Still no word on when I start Chemotherapy. It’s one of those “Hurry up and wait” deals, I suppose.

My mail today contained the official approval of the drugs being used on me over a period of 24 weeks beginning whenever. I just did a Google search of the drugs being used. Quite the cocktail.

The list was headed with something called Oxaliplatin. Nothing to see here, that is, if you don’t mind a little nausea, vomiting, fever, fatigue, and hair loss. As a bonus, the Oxaliplatin contains Platinum – the same stuff used in Catalytic Converters. Probably not a good idea to let certain people know… I could find someone underneath me attempting to steal and sell the Platinum.

Some of the effects of Oxaliplatin are partially abated by a folic acid called Leucovarin. Side effects include skin rash, itching, and wheezing. I thought something was said about the drug causing an altered mental state. I wonder how I could tell.

Then there is Fluorouracil. I could find nothing about it on Google. I have concluded that no one really knows what the hell it is. Sort of like non-dairy coffee creamer.

Finally, there are a couple of drugs designed specifically to prevent nausea or vomiting. Well and fine until the last drug, something called Fosaprepitant. There was a whole raft of possible side effects connected with it – some of them I don’t wish to mention in mixed company.

And I have yet to ask about the possible effects of using CBD gummies in preventing nausea. I’ve heard that smoking cigarettes with no name on them does a cancer patient a lot of good – one of my neighbors indulges in the weed – but I quit smoking thirty years ago this weekend and I am not about to take up the habit again, even if it’s not tobacco this time.

All I have to do now is wait. I have enough drugs to qualify as a walking chemistry experiment. More when I get the word.

My immediate reaction after reading through the list was that I was about to become a walking chemistry set. As far as the aftereffects of the drug combination are concerned, they will be covered as this narrative continues.

I really don’t know if this treatment will cure me of my ills (or cure any stray cells residing in me) but I am positive that the regimen will do me better than some of the “cures” out there being offered by people lacking medical degrees.

Going back to 2016, the Food and Drug Administration listed no less than 187 fake cures for cancer. Not surprisingly, the fake cures gain attention from desperate people.

My father, for one, started taking Shark Cartilage pills, based on the premise that sharks don’t get cancer and that the pills would help to at least keep his Melanoma at bay.

It didn’t. He still had a bottle and a half of the shark pills when he passed.

Comedian Andy Kaufman was said to have traveled out of the country to someone who promised to remove Kaufman’s small-cell lung cancer – a miracle cure. Turns out that the cancer removed from Kaufman was chicken liver. The cure, ineffective. It did nothing but offer hope to people desperate enough to believe the cure would work.

Hope is what hooks people into believing in “Drugs” like “Laetrile” – derived from almond seeds, Laetrile had people in the United States driving down to Mexico after the FDA found that the drug didn’t work. In fact, Laetrile contained some of the building blocks of Cyanide. Cyanide may have killed the cancer cells, but at the same time, it would go on to kill the person taking the Cyanide as well.

And then there was a story of a Florida Man who, through his fake church, was convicted of selling bleach as a miracle cure for the dreaded disease. I feel sorry for those who bought into his scam.

Don’t get me wrong, there are plenty of legitimate purveyors of cancer treatments out there. Clinics abound with some degree of success. Places like “The James” at Ohio State University. The Mayo Clinic. Cleveland Clinic. M. D. Anderson here in the Lone Star State, as well as Texas Oncology. The cure, if you can call it that, ain’t easy. Writing this after just four cycles of Chemo, I can already attest to some of the difficulties I was told I might encounter.

For now, though, I plan to walk the reader through the process I’ve been going through as seen through my eyes… and through a little of my sense of humor.

Like when I described myself as a walking Chemistry Set.

As a side note to this chapter, I asked my Oncologist about taking Marinol for my decreased appetite. She prescribed something else and the request was denied. Something having to do with weight gain or weight loss medications not being allowed on Medicare. No big deal. At least for me…

My Cancer Journey IX

My Cancer Journey IX

With apologies to those of you following this blog. Last week, I was dealing with some unexpected financial matters. I will blog about what happened a bit later. During the meanwhilst, we are about to find out what happened during my next visit to my Oncologist…

The Devil in Details

“What happened to you and why didn’t you tell me?”

My Oncologist wasn’t very happy that I was in her exam room with a pair of crutches. She was equally unhappy that I had gone to the Emergency Room without telling her. My take was that I was too busy being in pain and hoping for an end to my misery to even think about calling her.

Carol was with me. She was introduced to My Oncologist. After the niceties, we got down to business.

Twelve rounds of Chemotherapy over 24 weeks, starting as soon as possible.

It wasn’t as if they had left a few cancer cells hanging out on my liver. They had all been ablated – they had disappeared, headed to a lab where someone in a lab coat determined that the cancer on my liver was the same sort of cancer found on my rectum two and a half years earlier.

She then told me that even though the cancer had disappeared, she was recommending a series of chemotherapy treatments to ensure that any stragglers that may have been in hiding would no longer be floating around in other parts of my body ready to attack. The reasoning was sound. So, why not?

There were several steps leading to treatment, the first being approval from the insurance people. Well, there were two approvals, the first being the installation of a port up in my chest so the drugs could be pumped into my system.

The first approval came rather quickly.

Two weeks after my consultation with my Oncologist, I was back at the hospital to have a port installed. The procedure itself took less than ten minutes and was done while I was semi-awake. Prior to the procedure, I was given topical anesthesia to cover for the small incision needed to insert the device. Just before the actual operation, I was given something that allowed me to be mostly awake while the device was installed.

A half hours’ worth of recovery and I was good to go, with Carol driving, of course.

Then there was the wait for approval of my treatment. My Oncologist advised me that she wanted to get me started as soon as possible – perhaps as soon as the Wednesday after the port was installed. Once every two weeks starting September 20th.

That ship sailed. Not unexpected, since I would have gotten the green light from my insurance carrier before any action needed to be taken.

In the meantime, I was scheduled for a couple of classes on how to be a cancer patient. At least that’s the way I describe it. The first class came nearly at the end of September. I had a session with a Nurse Practitioner via telemedicine. We had a lovely chat where she explained what I would be taking and in what order I would be taking each medicine. She then told me of what she would be prescribing for me to pick up at the Princeton Pharmacy. Of five prescriptions she sent, four were pills to be taken to prevent nausea and vomiting. The other was for a cream I was to put on the skin over the port an hour before my infusion started.

The second class was much like the first, except I met a different Nurse Practitioner in The Oncologist’s office where I had questions about the treatment I would start getting on Wednesday, the eleventh of October.

There were certain roadblocks left to go around. I had a pair of appointments with Texas Vision and Lazer Center, one on the same day of my visit with the Nurse Practitioner at the Oncologist’s office, and the other a week later, on what would be day 6 of my first round of Chemotherapy. One of the questions I asked was whether the drug the doctor at TVLC was going to interfere with any of the drugs I would be getting with my Chemo. I was assured that there was no problem, other than having Carol drive me to the session where I was going to have the dilation.

I made a call to my Primary Care Physician’s office about the continuing saga with my right leg. I was running short on Eliquis and wondered if I still needed to take it. My PCP said that he wanted to see what was going on himself. On Monday. The same day I was to have the session with my Oncologist’s NP and on the same day I was having my first session with TVLC. Fortunately my session with my PCP was later than either of the other two appointments.

My Monday (10/9) was, therefore, busy. In fact, I likened Monday and the rest of the week to resemble a Railway Timetable.

We’ll get back to what transpired later. Next, a word or two about the drugs I’ll be taking.